I used to think it was a little boring, but now I’m grateful for it because I would not be were I am if I did not.
Nick smiled wide when she finally turned to face him. “I know that I don’t have to be sorry but you saying that doesn’t change the way I feel about this. I get that you understand & you’re completely perfect for that but I also know the cameras scare Mia sometimes. & I don’t want her to be caught up in all of it. I mean she’s only a baby.” He explained giving her a small kiss & pulling her arms around him. “I’m not ashamed of you either. You & Mia make me so very happy. You’re young souls & I’m older so we are the perfect match. & you being so famous even without me make me proud of your career.” He blushed as her lips brushed his cheek. “I just want to make sure my girls are safe.”
Camilla loved how Nick cared about her little girl so much. “You know you are really amazing. You care about everyone else more then you care about yourself and that is really rare. Mia knows what Cameras are good and what are not. If she sees someone with a camera she does not know she hides. When she sees the cameras around Kevin she tries to hang out with Kevin all the time cause she knows the camera man love her. She is a really smart girl, so you can worry less.” she said. Camilla returned the small kiss that Nick had just gave her. she smiled. “Why that is good cause we are not ashamed of you either. I really like how we both see this the same way.” she said. Camilla nodded. “That is all we want for you too.”
Nick felt embarrassed by the fact that Camilla had seen is frown. “No I know you want our dinner done early.”” He whispered kissing her cheek as she stirred. He could feel her smiled beneath it. “I’m sorry I haven’t been around for my girls. It’s just this paparazzi filled life now that Katie Holmes moved into the place. Otherwise I be with you two every available second.” He pulled her closer to him, wrapping his arms around her even more. “I wish I was able to see her awake.” He said sadly. “But it’s good she’s sleeping. & no matter what whatever you do is always enough.” He took a deep breath. “So how do you like living here? I mean I know it’s not the same as London but it’s nice. Besides that I hope the press at least leaves me alone as it’s not my situation.”
Camilla put the spoon down before she turned around in his arms. “Nick you don’t have to be sorry. I know how it goes. I am in the business to. I don’t mind if they take pictures of us. I’m not ashamed of being with you. Being with you is when I am the most happy. I don’t care if your younger then me because in heart and soul you are really older then me. I am not in it for your fame because I have my own.” she said. Camilla kissed his cheek. “I love you for you and all the stuff the cameras and the fans and everything is apart of you and it does not scare me.” she said to him with a smile.
Well, I planned to have kids, I’m just not sure. And adopting was in the plan also. Three of our own, on adopted. God, why am I admitting this? If? This is no longer an if. I’ll meet her. Definitely. We just need to plan when. I’ll be there. Promise.
You can still do that. I don’t know what happened. Nor will I ask it seems to person, but if you dream of it anything is possible. I sound like some Disney movie. Maybe you think I wont judge or something? Anytime that is good for you. I’m like on one huge summer vacation.
The kinda girl that likes to give them back. At least you learned something right? Yeah XD shes my little girl. Don’t worry she is six. Shes past the pulling the hair and spitting up phase.
Maybe one day, but right now I’ll stick to handing them back over. Of course I did. Awh, that’s good then. We might get along well. I’m more used to older kids.
That is always good to keep your mind open. You can always adopt older children a lot of kids need homes. I’m sure if she met you it would make her life. Her words not mine. Ha, ha.